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Hi! My name is Nur Syafiqah. Please read this carefully before reading my posts: "I do not need you to agree with whatever I write, as whatever that is written is my perspective on life, in general. If you do not agree, just take it as a pinch of salt" -Michelle Totally agree with this quote and if u feel offended or anything, I'm sorry but this is MY life. lalala ^^ ▲ ▲ ▲ Music for you? :) Tagboard Friends! 2/8 3/8 RS student council RS Symphonic Winds Adam Amalina Angel Andrea Andy Aqidah Azzahra Benjamin Chanel Chea Chee Chea Yee Damith Farah Hani Hakim Hani Iffa Jozoe Kah Seng Kai Li Kelvin Michelle Nadhirah Nazifah Norizwan Preethee Priscilla Razi Sabrina Shi Hui Siang Yee Taufiq Tricia Vianne Xiao Qin XinQian ZhiHui MediacorpTV, Joshua Ang, Brandi Cyrus, Felichia Chin, Nat Ho, Andrea Fonseka Links Credits Basecodes: lil.queens Layout: acryliclove |
Wednesday, June 22, 2011 Hola! Magical moment these past 2days~ Tongue feels so weird but okay already :) Sometimes, i wonder whether what i'm doing is correct :/ I always do things first but regret it later :( I admit that i'm sinful of a lot things and am guilty~ But i can't blame anyone but myself. I chose what i do in life and i have to pay back whatever consequences later in life.. :/ Esp guiltty to my parents cos they brought me up very well but i failed to become what they expect. In fact, i've been doing lots of bad things behind their back :( I'm so sorry I don't dare share it with u guys cos i know i'll deserve one hell of a scolding and beatings + u'll be very disappointed with me for not being a role model to sissy. i WANT to be one but they are so many obstacles in life piling up and idk whether i'll be able to tackle each and every one of them. Only god knows how i feel right now :( I don't wanna make u sad but i always do. I <3 my religion though it has lots of restrictions.. It'll definitely make me a better person but i guess not everyone can understand this.. Esp if we are not in the same religion. I can't force other people to understand my choice nor the reason behind it. That's why i'm very sad.. I want to be a better person in terms of religion but that will mean we have to scarifice a lot of things which we always do and like to do. Will u be able to help me? i know i'm asking for too much but haiz.... how how how............ Confused, syafiqaheddie Labels: what should i do Thank you for reading :)7:06 AM |
